Tuesday, May 4, 2010

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I want to be able to say: UGH DUDE...FUCK LIFE...I WANT TO FUCKING DIE..THEN MOVE ON...WITHOUT ANYONE STOPPING AND THINKING WAY TOO MUCH INTO IT...I WANT TO SCREAM LEAVE ME ALONE...WITHOUT ANYONE GETTING OFFENDED..I WANT TO POST THIS...WITHOUT SOMEONE LECTURING ME ABOUT IT LATER.
CAN ANYONE RELATE?

I hate everyone

and i want to fix it.
I feel that everyone hates me now. because of all the hate I've been projecting.
I used to love people.
not they all have already let me down.
Ive experienced them all.
and I'm done. I feel that it can be over and....
I will be okay with that.
so yeah.
maybe I need something new.
I need something new
hey god!
i need something new.
please help me.
I want to rip all the old out,.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

YOU KNOW?

YOU KNOW YOU STARE A LOT?

Monday, November 30, 2009

jfdka;

Remember that guy...
im back at that moment. In that room.
scared the shit out of me. ive never been so uncomfortable.
father of 7. that fucking pervert.


that fucking pervert.
what a fucking disgusting human. makes me sick.
i am just as uncomfortable right now.

you men make me fucking sick. you fucking perverts.

Monday, November 9, 2009

New Blog For Lots O' Crap

find it and follow

Lots O' Crap's Blog..its got a calendar of events and some other stuff soon.

lotsocrapzine.blogspot.com

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

tell me

how to snap out of it.
tell me what will make it go away.
i love you , but there's really no reason that i should.
you leave me.
you dont call.
you're full of excuses.
you fuck with my feelings.
you've fucked with my life.
my plans.
and i HATE YOU.
i hate you.
just leave me already
one more time
forget me
and
make sure
that when you come back
you dont call
because
maybe ill be happier.
all this "love"
needs to leave me.
its draining.
my body is light
i feel so vacant.
youre rude.
you hurt me.
you're dumb.
its over.

I AM

DONE.